Sometimes, I can’t help but imagine how different my life would be, or how I would be, if I had never met Jeremy.
I think, what if I never went to that one training session? What if I never accepted his friend request on Facebook? What if we never kissed on the first date? What if, what if, what if?
And some says, I think way way back to what if I never played softball at all? What if I never played, never made Townsville, or NQ. What if I thought NQ softball wasn’t worth it? Because if that didn’t happen, I would have never met the most wonderful people and never have met his sister or parents. And then three years later, there he is. Jeremy. My Jeremy.
To me, it sounds silly to say that fate brought us together. But it feels like it sometimes.
So I can throw around these what ifs as much as I like. Because I was meant to be there that day, and he was too. It’s just what life had planned.
And I am so fucking happy.